Most people would be like, ' Why would you do that in front of people? Everybody might call it a show, but I call it therapy." PHOTOS: Failed reality TV romances The former Playmate said she learned a lot through the experience, not just about relationships but also about herself."I never knew what the word forgiveness meant until I did , and that was the key," she shared. PHOTOS: Kendra and Hank's wedding album "She said she was single 'for the time being here' in Australia — physically apart from her husband and kids," the just a few days ago that she was committed to working things out with Baskett. 10, when she was quoted by Dish Nation as saying that she's "single" — i.e., done with her marriage to husband Hank Baskett — but her rep tells Us Weekly exclusively that the quotes were taken "out of context," and she's still very much married to the former NFL pro.They were eating at a cozy beachside restaurant in Costa Rica Friday ...and the person who snapped the pic says there was no evidence of animosity ... The photog tells us they happily ate their meal with the fam without a single reality show camera in sight. It doesn't track with the new trailer for their show ..."I'm quite picky about men." PHOTOS: The biggest cheating scandals Wilkinson's marriage to Baskett -- dad to their two kids, Hank Jr., 4, and Alijah, 5 months — has been through the wringer over the past year, ever since news broke of his infidelity with a transgender model.In recent weeks, though, she's expressed hope for their future together.
So when this opportunity came to get away for two weeks, with no kids, no distractions, that is exactly what we needed at that time." PHOTOS: Kendra and Hank's wedding album She continued: "I mean, what we were dealing with was a life? Yes, it was a very dangerous decision to make, to solve our problems on TV, but I'm a person that doesn't give a s--t what anybody says, so I was honestly seeking the help...As for whether she was faithful to the Playboy founder, Wilkinson admitted that she had some secret trysts while living under Hef's roof.MORE: Kendra Wilkinson Says She Attempted Suicide as a Teen “Look, I wasn’t trying to marry him,” she said of the 89-year-old Hefner. I had respect by not going public with any of my relationships.” Wilkinson also refused to bring any of her men home."He loves me and we're gonna be together for the rest of our lives," she said on Nov. "We'll prove it, we'll prove it until we're 100 years old.We're gonna be together forever." PHOTOS: Kendra's first pregnancy Dish Nation's report said the opposite.